I first encountered the Infernal String on
Milam Street downtown.
It was clinging to the back of a sharp and
slender woman – a lawyer, I suppose – as she clicked down the street, talking
of important matters on her telephone.
Her suit was dark. The Infernal String was
short but white.
It was no more than a thread, really, but it
screamed out to me. It screamed out to the world. Why did no one else notice?
Or, if others did notice, why did no one say anything?
This is how civilization breaks down.
I was only a stranger to her, walking behind
on the way to my own meeting. If I had an Infernal String upon my back, I would
want someone to tell me.
She was still on the telephone. The
conversation looked and sounded intense.
I matched my steps to hers. I reached out –
carefully, so carefully! – to try and pluck the offending Infernal String from
her smart striped jacket.
I missed.
My obsession with the Infernal String had
grown so intense that at last I turned away from her, onto Texas Avenue. I wandered like
Majnun, going directions I did not need to go. O, to be away from Her and It!
I would walk away and in time, the memory of
the Infernal String would fade. That was my reasoning and it was fine reasoning,
I believed. I still believe it could have been good, in different
circumstances.
But only two blocks away, what did I see? Coming
towards me now and still on her phone? No. Yes.
It was clear: The Infernal String would never
let me be. I know it is out there, clinging to the sharp, slender woman still.
It has always been out there, screaming to me, waiting to haunt me. It
always will be.
Why couldn’t I just have tapped that sharp,
slender woman’s shoulder and said, “Excuse me, Miss?”
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(with
apologies to every 19th century writer who ever wrote a horror story…)
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